So Close!

So spring break is so close yet so very far. Five days and half of the semester is over with. But I still have a ten page term paper to write in the mean time. Not very excited about this. I am procrastinating hardcore and I shouldn't be because I know better than anybody else that leads to lesser grades when I am capable of so much more.

For my Spanish class we are in the film part of the course and so far the movies have been pretty good. Today I watched Todo Sobre Mi Madre. It was fabulous and I suggest that everyone see that movie. I am planning on purchasing it, eventually maybe not for a long time haha.

Long story short I broke my fricken humidifier and now I can hear both my neighbors converstions. Boo to that. One of them plays video games night and day and likes anime and heavy metal. There is nothing wrong with any of these things, in fact I enjoy some of them, but I am trying to sleep by midnight so please shut the fuck up.

-Jessica

Damn

Trying to live off of less than a hundred dollars isn't going to work. I didn't think I would ever be this down for money. But here I am bills coming up at the end of this month and the beginning of February and I have no money to pay them with. I don't get payed until the 15th of March. Fuck. Like anything else I'll figure it out but it doesn't help to stress about this stuff when I also have a midterm exam and term paper coming up that I need to do extra good on.

Citrusmint gum is no good.

Haters. Why when something goes extra good are there haters? People need to mind their own business. It's a waste of their time really cause I remain happy while you sit there miserable with your punk ass hating on me.

Seriously.

Time goes by so fast while I am in school, it seems as if I just got here and spring break is already coming up in less than two weeks! That's crazy. But I will be glad to have half of this semester over with. I just need to get a job for the summer at the school so I can also have a place to live.

-Jessica

A change

It went like this.
Do you want to be my boyfriend?
Yes. I think my heart just stopped.
Can I be your girlfriend?
Yes.

:)

-Jessica

Soft Baked

Cookies. I don't really crave chocolates and candies like I did when I was younger. But today my guy friend but some soft-baked cookies and I insisted on having a few. mmmm.

Anyways it's saturday night and I just don't feel like doing anything. I don't have the energy, I have a migraine and I just could care less about anything that is happening beyond my dorm room. As long as I am warm and comfortable I am good.

A funny. Went through the drive-thru today and my friend was driving. He was told to pull up to window number 2. As he passed window number 1 he continued on to pass number 2. I said and where do you think you are going? He stopped the car backed up and as I and another friend started laughing he said he would kill us if we told anyone what he had just done. It was very entertaining.

-Jessica

Today

Today was an amazingly unporductive day, although it is not yet over with. I decided to skip my one class and sleep in which I did until 1:30, sleeping almost 12 hours. Then I got up checked my mail ate a "Wisconsin cheese bowl" That had about 75% noodles and25% cheese. I thought that was pretty lame too. I then went and signed my life away in the accounting office and dealt with the verbally shortest lady in the world. I then posted fliers all over the residential side of campus. I think I got just about every single dorm. So I got a little exercise. I then took a shower and got dressed and now I am typing this. It is about 4:30.

I love showers. Attending the college I do I have learned to appreciate clean habits. I have also learned to appreciate style and looking nice everyday. My campus is overwhelmed with hippies and people who don't take showers literally. They are all nice people don't get me wrong, I just like to smell good and look good. Also I don't go overboard I am a pretty layed back, so I don't plaster my face with makeup and have an updo every day. But every once-in-awhile I put heels on and put more makeup on than usual.

My shoulder hurts. I don't know what the hell I did to it but it has been sore for a couple of days and last night I couldn't sleep on it. Boooo to that.

yep.

-Jessica

Arizona Iced Tea

yep good ol' Arizona Iced Tea comes in a ridiculously sized cans and is delicious. I thought my uncle was the coolest cause he used to drink these. I saw one at the pharmacy and decided to get it. Now it's just sitting on my desk staring at me. mmm.

Anyways today was another hard day because like I suspected I did not get into the program I wanted to get into. Although I can reapply for the summer of '08 (I am supposed to have graduated undergrad. by then but that isn't happening) They explained that they wanted me in the program and they knew I would easily become a leader in the program etc. but I was on vacation semester last semester so I can't get in. What a fucking bitch that is.

I have decided to drop my anthro. major down to a minor, that way I will have a major in Spanish and a minor in anthro. I am sick of the anthro. department and I have really lost touch with my original excitement about it. I don't see the big picture anymore. I have a strong dislike for cultural anthropology and I am getting sick of one of my professors bitchy attitudes. We are officially enemies.

I decided that I love literature, it's my passion, my hobby, why not do something in grad. school with that and maybe become a professor at a small liberal arts college? I think I could do that and still be totally me.
-Jessica

It's way too late for this...

So I have decided to start a new online journal/blog. I decided this at 12:45 at night when I should be studying for a Spanish exam.

Today was a really rough day. For one I am super stressed out like always. Two I turned in an F paper, I know it was an F. 3. I got an odd message from someone who is linked to a program I am really hoping to get into. I have a terrible twist in the pit of my stomach that is telling me I did not get in because of some marginal bullshit. So I was crying on and off. Although it was kinda hard to actually cry.

Besides that nonsense I went on a date with a really nice guy and had a lot of fun. We orginally wanted to go to Olive Garden but that was a joke. There were seriously cars parked down the street out of the parking lot! So we found a spot and walked around to the front and there is a crowd of 30 people in the lobby waiting to get tables! We just turned around and left hahaha! Anyways I had a lot of fun and I am really glad I went out and enjoyed myself instead of moping in self-hate and misery.

So for now I am fine, just tired. We will see what happens tomorrow.
-Jessica